Thinking

My friends keep ask me when I want to update my blog. I don't know what to write, that why I leave it. When I go to view my blog, I notice that I really long time no update my blog. The last blog I update was in March. Ummm…not really long lar…my friends.

However, when I scroll down to read my previous blog.

For my 2009 resolutions, I noted that I haven't achieved any one of that. Now already move in April, Oh my god. Time pass very fast. I didn't notice that. I must hurry up. I don't have much time to waste.

I think I not a motivation person. None of this I didn’t put my effort on it.

If I say I no time on this, sure I will slap myself cause this is not a good reason. This is just a very bad reason for cover I. (what do you think?)

If I say I lazy, this reason is very reasonable. (I don't think I m a hardworking person)
I always get thing start on beginning but will stop on middle or will take long time to done.

If I say I didn't have a good chance? Peoples sure say chance always in anywhere. Depend on you to take it and in the right time. (I also blur already, don't know my reader understand what I want to mean it?) I always waiting for a chance, but sometimes there was no chance for me. I think I am not a lucky person. =(

I really can't wait anymore. Sometimes I very jealous about those lucky people got a better offer with good salary. Many chances in front on them, they just need to choose. Or, they got many things in order, no much worries on problem. Where is my chance? Where is my luck? I also wish to be like that.

God, pls help me. Am I demand too much? That why god think I still need to work hard and be more mature, then will let the chance to me on the right time.

25 random things that u could only guess while looking at me

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
1.I am a girl
2.I come from Kuala Terengganu.
3.I like simple things.Don't like complicated things.
4.I love to laugh.
5.I love to read novel.
6.I love listen to love songs.I also love to sing love songs.
7.I don't like to eat durians and pineapple.
8. I like to eat ice-cream.
9.I Like white colour.
10.I like to wear earings.
11.I like cute things related to dogs.
12.I like to travel. I wish to travel to oversea.
13.I like to meet new friends.
14.I am happening girl where there is a festival / seasons occured.
15.I wish to have a dream house.
16.I wish to save a lot of money.
17. I wish to find a boy friend.
18.I wish to become more mature.
19.I want to change myself.I want to have a brand new me.
20.I wish all my friends always keep in touch for each others.
21.I am getting older.
22.I like my colleagues because they are nice.
23.I like lily flowers.
24.I wish i can become more ladies.
25.I wish to become good advisor than become good listener.

Valentine Day

14th February 2009 is a valentine day. This day supposes is a romantic day for those couple. For me, still single and available, I celebrate with my friends.

First, I decide go suk yee house to online for whole day cause outside sure very jam with couple. Then we cook spaghetti for our dinner. Out of sudden, another friend ~ Sheau Ling call to ajak us to sing K. Then my friend Suk Yee say she got 2 free ticket for “ink Heart”, so ngam everything is already are in order. Then we decide to try our luck at nearest place~Neway One Utama.

Mana tahu, all seen like going smooth. We can get the room without booking. Not bad for our luck. The rate is no increase. After sing K, Sheau Ling not join us go watch muvee. She needs to go to aunty house and there is no extra ticket for her. Sorry le…my friend. (next time watch with u lar)

Then we rush to GSC there…wahhhhh…many couple ler…so we decide not watch muvee….the ticket so waste…Then Suk Yee ajak her senior come out for Yam char..so I just join only…in the mean while can meet new friend mah. Beside that, her senior really funny person. After having dinner, we all go back home.

Then my valentine days pass like that. But this time better than last year. Last year I didn’t celebrate at all cause I alone only. This time I have celebrate the valentine day with my friends. Valentine not only celebrates with lover. This day also can celebrate with friends. We can show our friendship love.

My words

In my life, I found that there are some words which I say many times which are as below:

1) Sorry to disturb you
2) Very sorry that this is my mistake
3) Thanks you…muackssss
4) Jangan marah
5) Paiseh…

I not expert in communication. Many of my friends say me was expert in become good listener but not expect in good advisor. I not good in provide advice. The other words are my advice is not use to them.

Sometimes word can change people minds. That why I still a new leaner in this kind of methods. Words can represent some meanings where you want to lafazkan your feeling and also your thinking to others.

My style is I always do as order more than use mouth to convince people. If you all is my friend, sure know my style.

So kawan-kawan, sometimes my words could hurt someone by accidentally. Pls forgive me larrr… I was poor in language, especially BI and BM. I will change it as i now learn to improve myself.

Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year or Spring Festival is the most important of the traditional Chinese holidays. It is often called the Lunar New Year, especially by people in mainland China and Taiwan. The festival traditionally begins on the first day of the first month (Chinese: 正月; pinyin: zhēng yuè) in the Chinese calendar and ends on the 15th; this day is called Lantern Festival. Chinese New Year's Eve is known as Chúxī. It literally means "Year-pass Eve". According to Chinese calendar,year 2009 is the Year of the Ox,which is also known by its formal name of Ji Chou.

Chinese new year is coming fast and also going so fast. This year cny fall at 25/01/09 till 09/02/09. There are 15 days long. However, I didn’t take so long holiday.I just take 1 week holiday to go back to my lovely hometown ~ Terengganu. This also considers long edi compare with the leaves I take previously. Yeah~~~

I was on the mood on balik kampong instead of cny moods. This year, I not buy many new clothes for cny due to budget. I don’t have much money to spend. There are too many things I need to spend rather than buying clothes.

The whole week is very peak and busy. I didn’t go out from home to meet friend and also visit my friends at TRG. When I rearch home, I feel very darm lazy. Lazy to go out from home. I stay at home only. This is my 1st year celebrate cny in new house. That why want to duduk sampai punggung dah cop atas rumah baru…hahhahaaa

The days pass very fast. Sekelip mata, I need to come back to work…feel so boring…very boring…Sometimes I really feel that don’t want come back to work. If I didn’t come back, I think my boss will “kill” or “cekik” or “meleter”…wuuuu…cant imagine her face due to there is due date to submit report.

Now already 06/02/09 (Friday), still leave 3 days to go…huhuhuhuhu…my 2009 cny gone like that. My ang pow also sikit sikit…I think due to economic crisis..hahhaaaa…
At least can take ang pow lagi. But, some of my relatives say hope to give u this year, next year wait ur turn to give back. OMG….every year say the things…hahhaaaa…no comment…speechless=_=”

Waiting for another long holiday...

Days and works without my Skinny Boss…

My white skinny boss have leave us 3 weeks ++….She have leave me and baya and also all of the ex-colleague….huhuhuhuh..

After she leaving, we feel that the ofis macam less her voice. No one lompat here, lompat there edi, No one always run to FWT place, No one always provide chocolate, No one always play with us. (Sound like very kesian horrr)….No one always we can refer when got big and difficult problem or issues. We all anggap her as our Company God…. Hehehehe… (Don’t cry lorrr…if my ex-boss got read this)

First, all the work related with her sudden become kelam-kabut. We familiar with working with her. We still need u….ur assistance…in many cases….huhuhuhuhu….miss u so muchhh….

She quite nice when we always call her to ask the solution about the problem occur. She still help us….very sorry always kacau u since u have leave us….

But I feel happy that u can learn new things and change new environment instead of staying in old environment….Can gain more experience,…

Hope you enjoy your new life at new company. Wish u all the best…Friends…

New Year Resolution

Year 2009 coming so fast. I have not done something for year 2008. I mean my wish yet to fulfill. This mean i have getting older. wahh...cant believe. Year 2008 have pass like this without achieve any of my target.

These are my resolution for year 2008 :

Change my hairstyle.
This one done already. From straighten to curly. Duno next time want to change to what kind of hairstyle.

Wear contact lens.
This one fails. Because I scare, my eyes got something. Therefore, I give up. Very sorry to my friend that encourages me to wear. Hehhee..

Lost my weight.
Cannot say it success. My weight sometimes got decrease, but sometimes too relaxes until gain a bit. No much change. This one considers average.

Find a new job instead to stay at present company.
This one yet to achieve. Planned long time already.Waiting the chances to go interview. Is the time to change and learn new things.

Find a boy friend.
Can I say like that? Cause now already old. Yet to fall in love. Very scare no one wants me. So that, I can got very “tebal” shoulder to lay on when I sad, when I cry or even though when I happy. At least got someone accompany me.

Save much money for future use.
Got save a little bit lar. But also not enough. Sometimes need to eat bread only to save money.

Can go oversea.
This is good and unforgettable for me cause i can go Bangkok. Although this is my 1st trip. But at least can go travel. Good good.

When I look back my resolution for year 2008, there is just some fulfilling. I hope in year 2009, I can fulfill the rest of my resolution. There is some additional resolution.

In this year can earn double up to my recent financial. Hope this can achieve. No, need to headache when that particular month is over budget, still got back up. In addition, I want to earn money for my dream house.
Become more brave, cool and steady. No so panic when face some problems.
Become more mature. Can become good advisor than good listener.Hope so larr..
Change my recent image. Always give people some suprise, i guess. hehhee..
Change my life with something success.
Fulfill the resolution that i cant done on year 2008.
Can go travel again.

I really hope have a different life in year 2009. Gambate…myself…go go go..jia you…