First time

Thanks

2009-07-09T22:52:00.004+08:00

Today i have been post 2 new blogs. Actually i have write long time ago but yet to finish. Today finally finish. So my readers, you all may read lar. Feel the differents. Duno you all need to wait till when then my new blogs will be publish again.

Thanks.

Regards,
Slow~~

YOGA

2009-07-09T22:51:00.001+08:00

My dear readers, I think you all must be waiting my new blogs till neck become long. I can see all of yours necks yet to reach 5cm. =p

Let me start my blog by sharing with you all something interesting:

In English Version:
Yoga (Sanskrit, Pāli: योग yóga) refers to traditional physical and mental disciplines originating in India.[1] The word is associated with meditative practices in Hinduism, Buddhism and Jainism.[2][3] [4]In Hinduism, it also refers to one of the six orthodox (āstika) schools of Hindu philosophy, and to the goal toward which that school directs its practices.[5][6] In Jainism it refers to the sum total of all activities—mental, verbal and physical.

In Chinese Version:
瑜伽(Yoga)這個詞在梵文的意思是合一、相應，源自梵文的YUJ，意思就是一种称为“轭”的工具，用于驾驭牛马。這個詞的最初原型是原印歐語的字根 *yeug- ，意思就是「连结、結合、统一」[2]。具體來說，「瑜伽」這個詞在梵語的可以譯為「內在真我的統一」。瑜伽[1]（yoga；योग），源于古印度文化，是古印度六大哲学派别中的一系，探寻梵我一如的道理与方法。而现代人所称的瑜伽则是主要是一系列的修身养心方法，包括调身的体位法、调息的呼吸法、调心的冥想法等，以達至身心的合一。

After you all have seen this “YOGA”, sure in yours minds have known what is going on.
Yes….I m learning YOGA now.

I want to learn the yoga long time already. This is due to release the stress and also to build my body shape. Most my concern is my butt. I want to make my butt smaller. Everyday sit only in the office, seldom go to move your body.

However, I tried to ask many Yoga center. The fee is too expensive. I am not affordable to pay.

Finally I can learn the yoga below RM100. I feel very lucky and also excited to learn yoga. This is due to SY friend who recommend us go to try this YOGA with only RM60 but can learn almost 5 days a weeks. This is very cheap, man!

That why, SY and me finally make decision go to learn it. We need to prepared many things such as YOGA MAT, YOGA wears and also YOGA BLOCK.

I have been learning yoga since June. I remember my 1st YOGA was outside the class. We do the yoga in the open air. I can’t catch the actual pose. But, I will try my best to do the actual pose, so that my body can relax and look prettier, if I can lar.

Although I have been go to YOGA class few times only, but I feel good after the class. It can make me move all of my body part. My whole body so relax. I enjoy it.
I also feel scare cause YOGA if not in the pose, will easy get hurt. That why need to be careful when making those yoga poses.

So far, I have attended the class around 7 times. Not dare to go Level 2 Class. I still learn those basic pose.

Thanks for the class, I feel better and can’t wait for next class.
Gambade SY and myself~~

Understand

2009-07-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

When I looked back the previous months, my mood feels not good. I am damning in moody. I sudden feel very frustrated with all the surrounding. I sudden feel that all the things I first thought are a kind and good things. Just a moment, it become so badly. Why this kind of method happen on me. I really can’t accept.

I am very down and upset. All the things I believe in good sudden damage just a moment. Is this a truth to make me accept it? I really need time to “swallow” it. I look though many realities. I feel there many hypocrite issues. I can’t be the previous time of me because this kind of me can’t survive on this hypocrite world.

I really hate it. HATE HATE HATE it. These suppose not like that which I want. Why I need to see though of this. I really don’t want to change. (I think me so childish to say this). The reality: Human grew up need to change, cant always wants the same things, and you are not living in your world. You are living with many type of HUMAN.

I have no choice but there were always come with unwanted scenario. Sometimes the things make me accept without give me sometimes to consider or think.

My moods mostly affected. I can’t be the previous of mine. I have thought about it many days. I sick of it. Knowing this can make me look like fool. I very confuse, sometimes I want to be simple. Simple thinking, simple way. Why are all the things want to be so complicated???

Human really complicated. I really needed time on my own. Am I too childish to “stay the same”? I become stubborn and feel like the entire human also like that.

My friends say me too negative thinking. But what I see, I really hate it. I really hope this not happen in front of my eyes. I really hate that kind of methods.

Never minds, I would take this as my life lesson. I know human sure need to go through this. If not, there is not call LIFE. I really appreciate SY who have guided me, console me and also scold me when I was wrong thinking or negative thinking.

I also appreciate my friends who always care about me. You all so sweet. I wouldn’t forget all the things you all done. Thanks yeah…(SL, SY, HS and also CK, MOK)

Sometimes this is call real friend, who would not let you go the wrong path of the life. They will help you, care you and also scold you.

I now start to change my thinking. I on my way to accept the changes.

Thinking

2009-04-04T20:19:00.001+08:00

My friends keep ask me when I want to update my blog. I don't know what to write, that why I leave it. When I go to view my blog, I notice that I really long time no update my blog. The last blog I update was in March. Ummm…not really long lar…my friends.

However, when I scroll down to read my previous blog.

For my 2009 resolutions, I noted that I haven't achieved any one of that. Now already move in April, Oh my god. Time pass very fast. I didn't notice that. I must hurry up. I don't have much time to waste.

I think I not a motivation person. None of this I didn’t put my effort on it.

If I say I no time on this, sure I will slap myself cause this is not a good reason. This is just a very bad reason for cover I. (what do you think?)

If I say I lazy, this reason is very reasonable. (I don't think I m a hardworking person)
I always get thing start on beginning but will stop on middle or will take long time to done.

If I say I didn't have a good chance? Peoples sure say chance always in anywhere. Depend on you to take it and in the right time. (I also blur already, don't know my reader understand what I want to mean it?) I always waiting for a chance, but sometimes there was no chance for me. I think I am not a lucky person. =(

I really can't wait anymore. Sometimes I very jealous about those lucky people got a better offer with good salary. Many chances in front on them, they just need to choose. Or, they got many things in order, no much worries on problem. Where is my chance? Where is my luck? I also wish to be like that.

God, pls help me. Am I demand too much? That why god think I still need to work hard and be more mature, then will let the chance to me on the right time.

25 random things that u could only guess while looking at me

2009-03-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
1.I am a girl
2.I come from Kuala Terengganu.
3.I like simple things.Don't like complicated things.
4.I love to laugh.
5.I love to read novel.
6.I love listen to love songs.I also love to sing love songs.
7.I don't like to eat durians and pineapple.
8. I like to eat ice-cream.
9.I Like white colour.
10.I like to wear earings.
11.I like cute things related to dogs.
12.I like to travel. I wish to travel to oversea.
13.I like to meet new friends.
14.I am happening girl where there is a festival / seasons occured.
15.I wish to have a dream house.
16.I wish to save a lot of money.
17. I wish to find a boy friend.
18.I wish to become more mature.
19.I want to change myself.I want to have a brand new me.
20.I wish all my friends always keep in touch for each others.
21.I am getting older.
22.I like my colleagues because they are nice.
23.I like lily flowers.
24.I wish i can become more ladies.
25.I wish to become good advisor than become good listener.

Valentine Day

2009-02-28T09:12:00.000+08:00

14th February 2009 is a valentine day. This day supposes is a romantic day for those couple. For me, still single and available, I celebrate with my friends.

First, I decide go suk yee house to online for whole day cause outside sure very jam with couple. Then we cook spaghetti for our dinner. Out of sudden, another friend ~ Sheau Ling call to ajak us to sing K. Then my friend Suk Yee say she got 2 free ticket for “ink Heart”, so ngam everything is already are in order. Then we decide to try our luck at nearest place~Neway One Utama.

Mana tahu, all seen like going smooth. We can get the room without booking. Not bad for our luck. The rate is no increase. After sing K, Sheau Ling not join us go watch muvee. She needs to go to aunty house and there is no extra ticket for her. Sorry le…my friend. (next time watch with u lar)

Then we rush to GSC there…wahhhhh…many couple ler…so we decide not watch muvee….the ticket so waste…Then Suk Yee ajak her senior come out for Yam char..so I just join only…in the mean while can meet new friend mah. Beside that, her senior really funny person. After having dinner, we all go back home.

Then my valentine days pass like that. But this time better than last year. Last year I didn’t celebrate at all cause I alone only. This time I have celebrate the valentine day with my friends. Valentine not only celebrates with lover. This day also can celebrate with friends. We can show our friendship love.

My words

2009-02-16T20:30:00.001+08:00

In my life, I found that there are some words which I say many times which are as below:

1) Sorry to disturb you
2) Very sorry that this is my mistake
3) Thanks you…muackssss
4) Jangan marah
5) Paiseh…

I not expert in communication. Many of my friends say me was expert in become good listener but not expect in good advisor. I not good in provide advice. The other words are my advice is not use to them.

Sometimes word can change people minds. That why I still a new leaner in this kind of methods. Words can represent some meanings where you want to lafazkan your feeling and also your thinking to others.

My style is I always do as order more than use mouth to convince people. If you all is my friend, sure know my style.

So kawan-kawan, sometimes my words could hurt someone by accidentally. Pls forgive me larrr… I was poor in language, especially BI and BM. I will change it as i now learn to improve myself.

Chinese New Year

2009-02-06T23:13:00.001+08:00

Chinese New Year or Spring Festival is the most important of the traditional Chinese holidays. It is often called the Lunar New Year, especially by people in mainland China and Taiwan. The festival traditionally begins on the first day of the first month (Chinese: 正月; pinyin: zhēng yuè) in the Chinese calendar and ends on the 15th; this day is called Lantern Festival. Chinese New Year's Eve is known as Chúxī. It literally means "Year-pass Eve". According to Chinese calendar,year 2009 is the Year of the Ox,which is also known by its formal name of Ji Chou.

Chinese new year is coming fast and also going so fast. This year cny fall at 25/01/09 till 09/02/09. There are 15 days long. However, I didn’t take so long holiday.I just take 1 week holiday to go back to my lovely hometown ~ Terengganu. This also considers long edi compare with the leaves I take previously. Yeah~~~

I was on the mood on balik kampong instead of cny moods. This year, I not buy many new clothes for cny due to budget. I don’t have much money to spend. There are too many things I need to spend rather than buying clothes.

The whole week is very peak and busy. I didn’t go out from home to meet friend and also visit my friends at TRG. When I rearch home, I feel very darm lazy. Lazy to go out from home. I stay at home only. This is my 1st year celebrate cny in new house. That why want to duduk sampai punggung dah cop atas rumah baru…hahhahaaa

The days pass very fast. Sekelip mata, I need to come back to work…feel so boring…very boring…Sometimes I really feel that don’t want come back to work. If I didn’t come back, I think my boss will “kill” or “cekik” or “meleter”…wuuuu…cant imagine her face due to there is due date to submit report.

Now already 06/02/09 (Friday), still leave 3 days to go…huhuhuhuhu…my 2009 cny gone like that. My ang pow also sikit sikit…I think due to economic crisis..hahhaaaa…
At least can take ang pow lagi. But, some of my relatives say hope to give u this year, next year wait ur turn to give back. OMG….every year say the things…hahhaaaa…no comment…speechless=_=”

Waiting for another long holiday...

Days and works without my Skinny Boss…

2009-02-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

My white skinny boss have leave us 3 weeks ++….She have leave me and baya and also all of the ex-colleague….huhuhuhuh..

After she leaving, we feel that the ofis macam less her voice. No one lompat here, lompat there edi, No one always run to FWT place, No one always provide chocolate, No one always play with us. (Sound like very kesian horrr)….No one always we can refer when got big and difficult problem or issues. We all anggap her as our Company God…. Hehehehe… (Don’t cry lorrr…if my ex-boss got read this)

First, all the work related with her sudden become kelam-kabut. We familiar with working with her. We still need u….ur assistance…in many cases….huhuhuhuhu….miss u so muchhh….

She quite nice when we always call her to ask the solution about the problem occur. She still help us….very sorry always kacau u since u have leave us….

But I feel happy that u can learn new things and change new environment instead of staying in old environment….Can gain more experience,…

Hope you enjoy your new life at new company. Wish u all the best…Friends…

New Year Resolution

2009-01-15T21:39:00.002+08:00

Year 2009 coming so fast. I have not done something for year 2008. I mean my wish yet to fulfill. This mean i have getting older. wahh...cant believe. Year 2008 have pass like this without achieve any of my target.

These are my resolution for year 2008 :

Change my hairstyle.
This one done already. From straighten to curly. Duno next time want to change to what kind of hairstyle.

Wear contact lens.
This one fails. Because I scare, my eyes got something. Therefore, I give up. Very sorry to my friend that encourages me to wear. Hehhee..

Lost my weight.
Cannot say it success. My weight sometimes got decrease, but sometimes too relaxes until gain a bit. No much change. This one considers average.

Find a new job instead to stay at present company.
This one yet to achieve. Planned long time already.Waiting the chances to go interview. Is the time to change and learn new things.

Find a boy friend.
Can I say like that? Cause now already old. Yet to fall in love. Very scare no one wants me. So that, I can got very “tebal” shoulder to lay on when I sad, when I cry or even though when I happy. At least got someone accompany me.

Save much money for future use.
Got save a little bit lar. But also not enough. Sometimes need to eat bread only to save money.

Can go oversea.
This is good and unforgettable for me cause i can go Bangkok. Although this is my 1st trip. But at least can go travel. Good good.

When I look back my resolution for year 2008, there is just some fulfilling. I hope in year 2009, I can fulfill the rest of my resolution. There is some additional resolution.

In this year can earn double up to my recent financial. Hope this can achieve. No, need to headache when that particular month is over budget, still got back up. In addition, I want to earn money for my dream house.
Become more brave, cool and steady. No so panic when face some problems.
Become more mature. Can become good advisor than good listener.Hope so larr..
Change my recent image. Always give people some suprise, i guess. hehhee..
Change my life with something success.
Fulfill the resolution that i cant done on year 2008.
Can go travel again.

I really hope have a different life in year 2009. Gambate…myself…go go go..jia you…

Reality

2008-12-26T21:36:00.001+08:00

So fast, year 2009 is coming. In year 2008, there are many things happen. I still cannot believe it. All things happen so soon. May I say I am not I am. Huh…u all sure not understand what I talking, rite?

Still remember I come in to work at my company still a little girl. I thought if I working hard sure can success. However, recently, I found out that this thinking so naïf. When I keep looking and looking. Keep develop and develop, Keep thinking and thinking.

The reality is different with what I thinking. Should I say I not enough mature. They say reality can kill people. Yes. This is true. When I realize the reality, sometimes it may make you sad, make you mad, make you understand, make you look like fool, make you awake and make you angry.

However, if I think properly sometimes reality can make you growing up and more mature. We should think positive.

Now I cannot act as small kid. I live in reality. I must learn to protect myself. Sometimes I feel difficult and hard to accept the things but it really make me to accept the things.

Just now, I just know. Not everything is true when I see form my eyes. There are many things have been hurt me too much.

From now on, I need to learn the things by myself. I cannot always believe on anyone so easily. Learn to be more protecting myself. Do not let anything come to hurt me easily.
Be brave…This was call reality.

Peak November

2008-11-30T22:17:00.001+08:00

Whole November is a peak month…every week sure got things to do.

1st week – Finding weddings things for my brother an also attend wedding dinner
2nd week – Rush for the works to go back home town attending brother’s wedding
3rd week – Attending best friend’s wedding
4th week – accompany big brother shopping

My time fly away like that till no time to accompany my friends. Sorry lar, my friends.

Now moving to December, so fast after 1 month, we will step to year 2009. However, my wishes yet to come true.

One of the wish was I want to change to new job. Nowadays in office, everyone is job street-ing or online-ing. Not everyone is in the mood to do work. This wish has been state on my mind since 6 months already. I know now is economic crisis, but still want to take the risk to change the new environment.

The others wishes need to keep as secret. I really feel like no meaning for my working life. 26th years old- this number if say in positive, me still young and can work hard to gain more money, however, in negative, me consider old lorrr…money not enough…no one want me…hhahaaaaa….

Life is boring. When I think back, I really have not achieved my life target.

When I will achieved?

Gathering and Birthday Celebration

2008-11-30T21:32:00.000+08:00

1st November 2008, this day is GT and my birthday celebration and KT friends gathering. Since one month, we did not gather. Everyone was busy with work and other things. I also one month did not meet them.

We take this opportunity to gather. Our original plan was go Crab Island (Pulau Ketam), Klang, then go play bowling at Mid Valley, then go Little Genting at Ampang. However, some of my friends feel that very tired for whole day trip. Kesian the driver need to drive a long way.

Then we change our plan to go 1 day trip to Klang. Our plan as below:

Morning – gather at Gt house, then go Klang find another friend (called him”monkey”)
Lunch – eat at the crab island
Evening – Play bowling at Klang parade
Dinner – Eat bak kut teh

This is my first time celebrate my Birthday with see yinn and my KT friends. Before that, I just stay at home only. Alone celebrate….After I come to KL work, I got friends and colleagues celebrate with me. =)
Actually is a happy thing, but after the bad experience just passed few days only. My moods yet recover from that. Since we have plan 1 month ago, so go on with the plan. I can take this opportunity to forget the unhappy things. The most important things are can gather and meet friends after we have been long time not gather.

The whole day trip is nice. This is my first time go pulau ketam. The environment at pulau ketam same as my hometown. So peaceful and can relax our minds.

I feel happy to have friends celebrate my birthday. Thanks u all, my friends. Really appreciate u all…..Love u…Muacksss…Friendship forever…

I become old edi…huhuuhu…Bye bye 25th years old. Welcoming 26th years old. Hope next year,have a different birthday memory. ^^

Bad Experience

2008-10-29T21:32:00.002+08:00

27th October 2008.This day is public holiday and is a deepavali. I really cannot forget this day. I have gone through this day by very bad experience. Every time I closed my eyes, I will remember this incident.

That day, early morning around 8am.As usual, I want to go out to fetch my mum to go relative’s house. I drive my car out from house, and then I go to lock my gate. Sudden, I saw there are 2 malay guys drive a motorbike pass by my car. One of the malay guy open my car door, took my beg out from the car. I saw it then I start scream as loud as I can. However, there is no one at there to help me. The two malay guys took my beg and fast fast run away.

I was so panic at that moment. My mum still waiting me to pick her. I go to knock see yin room’s door to wake her up. She was shock when I tell her the incident. I cannot think anything. I really appreciate See Yinn and really thank her. See Yinn, you really help me a lot. She accompanies me when I was in trouble. After I settle everything, I rush to fetch my mum.

My mood actually is very sad. Nevertheless, I know my mum also worried about me. I cannot show my sadness. I must pretend nothing is happen. Because I know I now am big girl, cannot let parents worried. My mum has many things to settle. I cannot add her burden anymore. Recently need to do many preparations for my brother wedding.

I really want to cry out when I see my mum. I want to hug my mum tell her everything. I cannot too childish. I must learn to control.

I really unforgettable this incident. Some more, after few days was my birthday. Why all the things happen in short time. I really tired. I really need someone stand aside me.

I sad because inside beg got purse that was my 23rd years old Birthday present which give by my friends. There are many memories inside there. My hand phone also lost.
Now is ok a bit, Thanks you See Yinn….you are best…

When I think back, I was lucky because my beg only snatch by someone. I was not injured. If I am injured, many peoples will worry. I just take this incident as a “pengajaran”.

I would like to inform all my friends, recently there many case like this happen. Pls be careful, my friends. Must very be careful……Take care urself.

1st Oversea Trip

2008-10-29T21:29:00.001+08:00

14th October 2008 1 day before I go Bangkok, everyone was ask us to take care. Bangkok trip now leave two ppls go only where are Alister and me. I very touching cause everyone is care about us. Thanks my friends.

Celine sudden “let us aeroplane” due to many recent news says that got occur protest in Bangkok, then her cousin also say it is good to stay at home rather go to Bangkok. Understand that her mother worried her. Is ok, Celine. Do not worry….You have your holiday at home lar.

15th October 2008, our flight is on 8.20am from Malaysia to Bangkok. Our breakfast was eating at McD , LCCT. I cannot sleep whole night. First, I call my mother to tell her I m going to Bangkok, she did not say more but chat about other things. We have a long chat until 1am. Then, sudden rain heavily, and my house got electrical jump. Therefore, I wake up to settle. I also no much sleep at that nite. I wake up at4.30am because Alister say want to pick me at 5.30am.

In the plane, I also cannot sleep. After 2 hours, I will reach Bangkok, Thailand. Tang…tang…finally I reach Bangkok airport. Their airport very big worrrr..
Then we go to find our tour guide. We find for a while, and then we stop at in front of the tour guide. I can saw my name was written in “MR.Low Su Lan”. Patutlar cannot find our tour guide.Hahaa…I was thinking maybe I have been change the sex from female to male when I step in Bangkok.

We go to check in Hotel 1st. The weather is very hot and dry. We sit inside the car that can fit around nine peoples car. Our hotel is at town city. Sekejap saje, we arrive at our hotel “SAMRAN PLACE”. OOooo…the room is nice.

After put the luggage, then we start our journey in Bangkok. The 1st place we step in was Siam Paragon. This is shopping complex. This is suitable for those peoples like to shopping. This was their paradise. We just do our window-shopping at there.

U knows what we found at there when we walk around. There are a very cant imagine things that u all mz be cant think…to put inside shopping complex…there are many beautiful cars ler…The unforgettable is lambogini and BMW 7 series..Man…I wish can marry a millionaire at Bangkok….hahhahahaa…day dreaming onli..

We also go to other places. Bangkok is a shopping paradise. There are many cheap things. You can bargain with them if you feel the price is expensive. I have bargaining with them. They are nice to discuss. Hahaha…by using English lar…cause I don’t know Thailand language.

In this few days trip, we always use our legs to walk. I find this footstep trip is very nice. You can saw many leng chai and leng lui. They are slim and their skins are white and smooth like tofu. They are wear very sharp color. You can also discover the Bangkok culture. If I know the thai language, I sure will go “pikat” them….muahahahaa…

Conclusion was yeah…finally I could travel to oversea. After working hard since one year++….I hope next year can go travel oversea. But, after this trip, I need to eat ”sands” and “air” onli cause no more money…huhhuhuhu….

Bangkok

2008-10-11T10:23:00.001+08:00

So fast now, step in October. Left 2 months we are moving to year 2009. Oppss…I getting 1 year old already.huhuhuhhu..

1 more week I will travel to Bangkok. This is my first time travel oversea. Bangkok is out of Malaysia mah….kekkeee…

I having my passport almost 1 year liao lor. First thought doing passport to have a trip to Hong Kong, but tak jadi. So now can use it. The 1st page of my passport will cop “BANGKOK”….kakakkaa…

My mood got a bit influence by recently news…..haih…why all my trip to oversea sure got something happen. Hope that next week nothing will happen. After working 1 year ++, finally can take a break and travel. This time I travel with my colleagues, which are Alister and Celine. First, Celine no join us to Bangkok. The original plan is Pearly, Alister and me. Then feel that three peoples go no syok. Then persuade Celine to go together.Celine oh Celine…she finally setuju to go..MUAcksss..

Suddenly, Pearly leave CVG move to new company. Understand that sure must be difficult to apply leave to travel since she joins the company at September. However, we always got keep contract. Pearly, miss u ler….How could u leave without us…hhehehhee..She always keep track on Bangkok issues.

So leave three of us go.Still can consider fun journey. Cause first time go travel with Celine. Ohhhh…My white skinny boss….Alister, have been travel with her to Penang.
Left my black skinny boss alone at CVG to jaga jaga…kakakkaaa…she sure jealous why we can go together. Do not jealous larrrr…My Balck skinny boss…sure buy sourvenir to u.

Bangkok, I m coming……..

(p/s: Don’t jealous my reader, sure wouldn’t forget all of u punye, nanti say me “No Heart”)

New house + Housemate

2008-09-07T10:22:00.001+08:00

Hihi...everyone...is me again..hheheee....:P

Quite sometimes no update my blog. This is due to busy + no time+ not in mood+Lazzyyy.

Now all become normal.I am back, Friends Still remember the gap from last blog is around 1 months luuu. But so happy that many friends start read my blog. FRIENDS…MUACKSS..(wei. Don’t feel disgusting, this included only 50% sincere heart…wahahhaa…another 50% of course for my beloved lar…:P)

Few weeks I start moving to my new house. You all must be cant imagine that my new housemate is ….tang….tang…tang….Wan See Yinn…kekekkee….See..told you all sure cant believable…How can I can live with see yinn?? But this is the truth, must accept.

Cant imagine I can move from my aunty house since I stay with my aunty for 1 year. AUNTY, thanks for take care me for 1 year ++. I really appreciate your caring. I sometimes feel that staying in other people’s house in not very nice because feel like kacau them. Hehhehe…Now I am free…

Let me introduce my new house. My house is at Puchong. From my house to workplace is around 20 minutes. The environment so peaceful….is good to relax my mind…and also become lazyyyy…*_*

This is a new experience for me…1st day I thought move to new house, I cant comfortable with the environment, mana tahu I sleep like a pig….But so kesian my housemate ~ See Yinn cant sleep whole nite…I think maybe because my “pig voice” terkejut her kua…hahahaaa…

See Yinn is nice girl and also a good housemate. She treat me so gOOOD…
I like her…eh…eh…eh…don’t misunderstanding…I not a lesbian ooo…
Hahahaa…so don’t scare me…ME is NORMAL…hahhaaa..

My Black n White "Skinny" Bosses

2008-08-02T00:16:00.002+08:00

At most 2 weeks I doing the same things from morning till night..almost working more than 12 hours…walau eh..my eyes become more kecil lor…plus spectacles..Lagi my eyes cant see anymore…
I really feel like dizzy and want to MUNTAH…when all this works will stop ler…
Pls Help Me…I sudden remember 1 song which is the singer is Natasha…In her songs got 1 sentences..”take me away”…yayay…fast fast take me away…

Fortunately, I got friends help me a lot…LOVE U ALL…Muacks…They help me a lot…Both also my Boss…I discover that both also skinny…but 1 is white and 1 is black..don’t say me “racist”…but they really like that.hhehee…
Oklar…I introduce a bit lar about my 2 little cute cute bosses…

I want to introduce “white skinny” boss 1st….which is Celine Choo..or u can call her Celine Choo Choo, “Get In” or “Disgusting person” or “Gaik IMM”…
She is a banana woman…but she is expert in English..She like cats’ cats and dogs dogs…
Her house got many cats and dogs…Her heart full with love…hahhaaa but with the animals’ onli…

She really skinny ler…She always jump here jump there like a monkey…She got 1 attitude where is like to tarik ppl bra..and pukul ppl punye ASS..Ya…is ASS…Maybe she wan to testing which one is good to touch???....after u discover,,must tell me wor…She is good in baking also…but so far, I just testing 2 types of cakes where are Cheese cake and Apple crumble…almost forget also got chocolate cakes…

She really so skinny ler…fast fast gain weight laar…eat many many as u can…don’t pilih makanan…As I know her, she really a siao person…REALLY SIAO SIAO…But she help and teach me a lot..so lucky to know her…more u know her more u will discover she got many face one…

Jeng..jeng…now is my 2nd Boss..which is “black skinny” boss. Her name is Roslyn…But I like to call her “back rose” or “Chocolate fingers”ahhahaa…don’t kill me…1st time I meet her, thought she is a serious..mana tahu, she also siao siao a bit..i always hear her voice…like “aiyaaaaa” , “celine Choo”…”don’t”….etc…

She is not skinny as that celine choo. She got a bit “daging”..i always hear she say : “I don’t want come to work edi..”…”I want to resigned”…aiyo…loslyn…loslyn…don’t lar…when she got problems, she always so “kam jiong”….if I see her face in this situation, sure got problem…Slow slow loslyn…Be slow…don’t too kam jiong…

But, she is good cause always helping me…I love u…give u a hug lar….Thankssss ur “pao”…I touching….MuACKS…opps…forget to say now she is my new boss effective date is 1st august..Congratulations lor…

CVG Gengs II

2008-08-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

Teng…Teng….After waiting for not longer…I continue writing about the 2nd gengs in CVG

Baya @ Norbaya@Masrom@Rashidah@Payab@Bayar....

Banyak nyer..nama dia…tapi I like to call her baya….baya…This girl is very funny, nakal, happy go lucky, like to kacau ppl….
When u know her, you sure got many surprise…cause she always got many idea on her mind…but 1 thing can’t tahan her is she always puji herself “leng lui”@”Baya yang cantek”
She is the loyal fan of “McDonald”…this is because she always buy MCD as a breakfast…if I not mistaken, she one day in one week will buy MCD…She love MCD..very much…walau eh..so kaya…can I have your money ar!!!! Try to imagine, every week ler..but recently hear that she want to stop MCD cause she want to diet…
So let us see she can tahan how long…kekkeke…Bad lar me…
She got one slogan, which is “Keji”, “sangat keji” or “I masih Muda”….hahhaaa

Actually she is dare to do anything…I like to be friend with her cause she is a nice girl..
She always belanja me eat…and she help me a lot…when I had trouble…She is GOOD friend…with her, I have a lot of fun…
She got 1 more perbuatan which is tak senonoh …her perut gt many angin..so she always lepas angin from mulut…fortunately from mouth..not from ASS…haha..if not, sure all the CVG staff will pengsan…kidding lar…

So let me introduce this girl to u all…she is a happy go lucky girl…just 1 thing she is consider quite new in cooking..i sure when she find a boy friend sure will know how to cook…baya…jia you…I support u from behind…

P/s: after i call u payab, u say is payad...but i like to call u payab..payab...payab...

Masrina@Rina@Mas

This girl…1st I know her was she no yet move from her place…When I turn my head always can saw her back….no…no..no…not backside…is her back…hahahha…
She before was sit with Pearly…But, after Big boss give order, she need to change to sit jauh daripada pandangan i…now become Iggy sit there…But, she always come to our place…cause we have a lot fun with her…

She also is a happy go lucky girl…She very like “ Najib” – Winnie the pooh punye kawan..And she also like Moo MOO…Dunno why recently she got many scandal scandal…if she balik awal, mz be dating… Kidding…(Dun kill me after read this…) I also wan many scandal..But no scandal for me….(envy)..she got 1 myV with no plat XXXX…with apple green colour…if we h, I will go makan-makan session, if I lost, I sure can recognize ur myV…dun worry…If I meet at the road, sure will kenal u..with ur little green MyV…ermm…cant call little..your car is bigger than me…just called it middle green car….Good Name…

She like to take photo, every time we go out eating or playing or trip…she must bring along her digital camera…But, fortunately she got bring, then we can also take photo…heehe..thanks your camera..we got many memory with your camera…

Anyway, nice to meet u..cause u teach me a lot of things…we have a lot of fun…
Jia you jia you..gogogogo…

Farah @ Faralalala@ now got new name (Rara)

Farah is my jiran…hehhee…she is cute and kecil molek and also sopan santun..she sit beside me…she got 2 things same with me where were : like to drink coffee and also have a same foot size with me where is size 5…kekkekee…(farah, jangan tak mengaku yer)…

She before this was sit beside Chiu Ling…my KT friends…now she sit beside me…She always become my good listener and also good lecturer in giving advice in how to reply email..so happy ler can sit beside her…

Sometimes she got sing songs for me..kekkee…yaya..just me…Don’t jealous lor…Suara Farah memang sweet worrrrrrrrrr…..So next time, jangan simpan simpan…hahhaaa..she also like to take photo….she got simpan pictures…hehe..

We always kongsi masalah…she help me a lot..so I appreciate this relationship..
She is a good girl, but remember do not take kesempatan on her because she got “Choi” already…Her ‘Choi” will protect her…so happy to meet you…MUACKSSS…
Ask Choi jgn jealous worrrr…kkekee…nanti he will kill me..

Jangan tengok Farah kecil molek, she is “terra’ in playing futsal….sangat terra…man,sangat ganas juge…takuttttt…

Opps…almost forget, got new name for farah and her “choi” where was – Rara and choichoi…easy remember, rite…hope both of you like this name…Creative mah…

(p/s: hey jiran, I dah start blog…waiting for your blog…)

Anis @ ziraffah @ recently call nis nis..(ada cerita punye)

This girl….walau eh….very tall ler..1st impression….that why I call her “ziraffah”. I think got 160++cm…duno correct mah…she also very funny…she like chubby chubby ppl..kekkeke…but now she also got 1 boy boy where called bby bby…when both campur become bby bby and nis nis. She is “terra” in futsal…her legs so panjang…so she strike the ball very high and also kuat…I like to watch her play futsal…She is good…man…
But, sorry she is single but also not available…she got bby bby mah..
So this is the story why I call her nis nis..or you prefer nini? Hahahha…

Ignita @ Iggy@ Tata…

Jeng…Jeng….She is professional in baking…Wah…All the cakes and biscuits is very very very…DELICIOUS…We suggest she can open 1 bakery shop near CVG(FOR FREE)kekkeke..Then we can eat everyday…hope that so…I wonder her fiance mz be happy got a good house wife…heeee..Don’t worry, iggy also good in keeping house clean. (but I haven’t go her house – just imagination) cause she got the criteria to become good house wife mah…I like to call her IGGY atau Tata…hahhaa..more easy to call…she no longer single…cause she has been engaged mah….so that why I say she is a GOOD House Wife…don’t worry, you not yet become “Aunty”..kekekke…(DON"T SEPAK ME WORRR)

p/s: i sure will continue for my CVG Gengs 3…
For those whom I haven’t describe, don’t jealous…
I sure remember you all. Keep waiting…Keep waiting….Keep waiting…

Weekends

2008-07-27T10:04:00.000+08:00

Today, when I wake up in the morning is already 8.10am. Opps…late a bit cause I adjust my alarm to wake me up at 7.45am. This is due to yesterday I sleep late. Then I faster go to prepare myself. After that, I remember that today my account got money….yeah…after I kena tahan eat bread everyday..:( When I count, there are almost 2 weeks I eat bread as my lunch n dinner…fortunately now I no phobia to bread. still love to eat. Bt now must stop 1st…

So, I go to pump oil…then remember that, my mini mini pantry…(my last drawer) almost finish stock. then plan to go to Carrefour where is near my house to add in stock…
So Syok..man… shopping in the morning cause no many people. I can shopping slow slow.

After that, I bring my “stock” come to office…u all didn’t see wrong…ya..is office…although is Saturday..still come to work…yish..yish…my mood turn down…then the office just got iggy n me…But later payab will come oso..

But I no mood to start early, so plan to serve net 1st. Updating my things..hahaa..Then I remember my “war car” – Kelissa has not been wash for 2 weeks…look at its body so dirty…then I plan send my lovely car go to beside Old Town got 1 Zul Service Car to wash bersih bersih and bersinar sinar…hahhaa…enjoy ur bath at there lar…my kelissa..

While waiting Payab come, I start to do work lar… Then remember that Wee Yin say today got pest control…so cant on air-con…so HOT..man…fortunately just a few moment…then everything going smooth…

Me and iggy waiting for Payab, is almost 2.30pm lor…she not yet come…yish…yish..budak ni…kena sepakkan baru tahu…hhahaa…Iggy wan to go shopping with her fiancé..so she leave early..Me sudden remember Anis story, so I turn fast fast open the music as loudly. Finally, my lovely “Payab” come…She bring McD..

Ard 6.30pm, I wan to go home lor…can’t tahan lor…But when I think, why my weekends waste like that, I can use my weekends to do something else where is good
For me…So I want try to avoid come to work at Saturday.

In the other hands, actually working at Saturday also oklar cause at least no body bising and all your work going smooth. Also syok cause u can open the music loudly cause our guard – Rajen, wouldn’t say anything. Kekkke..(Devil lauging).

My weekends waste like that….huhuhu..:(

Salary fast fast come in

2008-07-26T00:15:00.003+08:00

Tonight (25/07/2008) my hometown friend + best friend – Sheau Ling sudden call me said that want to ajak me go eat shabu-shabu at Bandar Bukit Puteri, Puchong. Wah..I so surprise ler..cause she just came back from Melbourne, Australia a few days before. I so miss her. Miss her very much…because we always meet at weekends. When she not around, I feel like missing something. So, I quickly pack my things. But, she tell me that not so fast because need to wait 1 more friend – Suk Yee, another KT friend till 8pm. When I look at time, now just 7.35pm.So, I “merayau-rayau” at Office 1st.

At 1st, I want to do checklist for DB. However, I feel very lazy and no mood to continue my work. So I prefer serve net although I know this was illegal. But, I don’t care lor..kekkeke..cause very sien edi. Every one has been go back home lor since today is Friday. Nowadays no one wants to stay at office. In the office, just got Wai Theng, Celine, Alister, Masrina, Norbaya and me.

I can see Celine and WTF so busy, then Payab duno what she have been done for last night. Her faces look so tired. Until can sleep on the working table. Then I heard Big Boss say “She feel that sleep at working table more comfortable than bed in the home?”…then she leave.Payab, Payab, what u have done at last nite….Curi ayam or ONE NITE STAND..hahaa..Mas n me just wait for the salary come in because today is 25th…
No money lor..cham…this month have been over budget. Then Alister sibuk with her blog. Everyone also waiting for money. At this time, I feel that money so important to everyone.The power of money can influent people. I want more money, can ar…???

Finally, Masrina menjerit-jerit say “Gaji sudah masuk”. Haha..But sad, my salary tonight after 12pm baru come into my account. Never mind, at least got money.

Yeah, finally I can meet my dear KT friends. We go eat shabu shabu. So full…Walau eh..maybe before I go has eat the SR punye “New York Cheese Cake”. Thank you my dearest friends- Payab….So so delicious…J here give you BIG KISS: MUACKSS, KISS KISS….hahahhaa…

Therefore, I just eat a little only. But most important is can see my friends…I want to scream out,,so miss u…Sheau Ling,,And another surprise was can meet another friend where is Gim Them…this friend since we berpisah dari CNY reunion, didn’t meet till today…Kira-kira got 5 months ler…I so happy…We sibuk chatting onli…then we leave earlier cause cant go bc too late.

So, we promise to meet another day. Take care my dear friends.

Yeah, I got a sourvenir from Melbourne. Is a Sheep key chain…Thankssss…I very like it.

Until now my stomach so full, can’t sleep…so I plan to updating my blog…now is 11.47pm…
Already pass over my sleeping time. Hahahaa

Interesting Things at CVG - Makan Makan "section" - Session

2008-07-24T21:09:00.002+08:00

My colleagues alway have makan makan "section" quarterly. This activity quite good because I can know where got delicious foods to eat and also can relax our mind and also can “kepoh-kepoh”. This is a good time to release our tension and also speak out the entire unhappy incident. The entire bad attitude can’t show at office, will lepas at this "section"…hahhaha can’t imagine ler…

Our 1st time makan-makan "section" held at non-halal place in Puchong. We eat crab as our dinners. Then after got this kind of idea, we continue our makan-makan "section" to 2nd place at Seafood restoran during Chinese New Year at Putrajaya. This time we choose Halal Food cause got Malay college and also manager. Wah…the restaurant so grand...And the foods also….quite nice but when the bill come…every1 don’t be shiok…is around RM230++….for around 7 dishes…but after bahagi bahagi, the price quite reasonable.

The expensive food that in my life I eat is at Tony Romas.This restaurant is a western food restaurant. Although the food is big but the price also quite “big”….hahhahaa…
But this is my 1st experience go to high class restaurant. The food portion quite BIG…if you eat alone, I’m sure that u cant finish…If u manage to finish, ur stomach will become “round-round”…hahaha cz too full.

We have tried many kinds of foods. So this time we try the different foods. Besides that, we also held a small farewell for my “teacher” + colleague + friend…We choose to have our dinner at BUMBU BALI which this restaurant is Indonesian Foods. I found that among us got this kind of attitude where was “share share eating”…hahhaa..Meaning that we order 1 dishes then share by 2 ppls.

Since the petrol price have been increase, we have been long time no have this kind of "section".To release our tension, we plan to eat CHEAP + NEAR + EAT AS MUCH AS U CAN till full. We decide go to “Yuan Steamboat”. Wah…quite a long time, everyone no eat together although we always meet in the office. This time, we sure eat a lot…especially the chicken wings; don’t know why the chicken wings so famous at this restoran. So, we decide also competitor with others to get the chicken wings…1st, I just can get 2 pieces of chicken wings. Then 2nd round, Alister and I stand by at there to prepare take the chicken wings…hahaha..Finally we success to get it…That nite, Baya eat many crabs. Then Pearly eat the fish and also the seafoods. The others maybe eat too much of “balls” till fulls.Me juz eat the ice-cream… many rounds...i think got ard 4 rounds.

Then, suddenly one of our college- Afni got 1 idea there where we held a Benefits potluck at pantry, CVG. Each person bring 1 foods. That day can say got many foods at the table. Although big boss - Linda not around, but she still contribute ice-cream.Everyone cant wait for the lunch to eat eat...No mood to do work...hehe..This is we call break time and reunion lunch for BENEFITS staffs. Seldom got this time of opportunity to have a big lunch at office.

Here is the list where the ppls brings their foods:

Celine Choo - Apple Crumbles
Wai Theng - Coleslaw
Su Hooi - Drinks
Farah - Nuggets
"Iginita" - Chocolate Cakes (P/s: Iggy, jgn marah yer, i purposely spell it like that cz u always put iggy in YM and also MSN..then i just combine only...iggy + ignita = "iginita", nice name:P)
Pearly + Linda - Ice-cream
SK + Kim - Pizzas
Cindy + See Yinn + Fei Ling + Shane - Mee + Mihun
Suzanne - Agar agar
Marianne - Roasted chicken
Cecelia - Mushroom soup
Masrina - Dadih
Vithya - Curry Chicken
Vino - Gula Kelapa
Salwa - karipap
Jacklyn - Honey Hot dog
lastly is me + Baya - Tuna Pasta

Wah...Many Foods..Yummy..

One things is the organiser - Afni didnt come although this is her idea.
But anyway, we all enjoyable with the foods and . And after lunch, everyone cant wait to eat Ignita's cake cz her cake is very very nice.. berat hati to eat.

Hope that this kind of "section" would not so fast end. So enjoyable.

There are many interesting activities. This is the one of them.

so, be patient for next blogs...

P/S: Everyone, hhahaa...i just notice that i have pronouce the "session" to "section"..hahhaa
but this call creative...then when u all read, sure will have fun and also remember...Thanks lor..my reader..:)

Words

2008-07-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

Sweet words are easy to say,
Sweet things are easy 2 buy,
But sweet people are difficult to find
Life ends when U stop dreaming,
Hope ends when U stop believing,
Love ends when U stop caring,
Friendship ends when U stop sharing.

To love without condition,
To talk without intention,
To give without reason,
And to care without expectation
is the heart of a true friend...

I like those words, especially “Life ends when u stops dreaming”…
When u don’t have a dream, your life will become boring. In reality, we sure cant dreaming, but sometimes reality can kill people and also make people sadness because they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you -- the ones you have in your heart. When we have dream, we have hope and also love.

So, if you still got dream, that means you got a wonderful life.

Anniversary

2008-07-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday 2nd July 2008 is my 1st anniversary with Convergys...that means i have work at this company 1 year already...
Don't know what to say about this feeling..Can't say happy...Just a little bit sadddd..
After working, can't realise that time pass very fast till you don't know...we have been slowly growing up. In this one year, i have learn many things, know many friends..
Think quite lots of happy memories.But still got unhappy memories.
Here want to take opportunity to say thanks you to all my friend they have been help me a lot in this one year..i have learn many things..
Never look back...now starting new journey...

~珍惜你已习惯的那个人~

2008-05-31T08:49:00.000+08:00

習慣，就是時間累積而來的一種動作。
早上，我總是走進7-eleven。
走了走，東選西選，還是選回了每天吃的三明治。
進到辦公室坐下後，總是開了機收信，然後放歌，
看了看，上選下選，還是聽起了那首最愛聽的。
開始寫程式前，總是洗了洗杯子走近飲水機，
看著瓶瓶罐罐，最後還是拿了一包就走。
人生總有很多的選擇。
每天要面對的選擇，很多。
吃什麼，做什麼，玩什麼，看什麼....
雖然妳每天都在做選擇。
不過，總是...總是...
會選回妳每次選的那個。
因為習慣。
習慣，是時間累積而來的一種動作。
情人間常說：「我對妳不再有愛，都變成了習慣了。」
其實，習慣並沒有什麼不好。
它讓妳自然的去做。
自然的去想他，自然的去愛他。
當妳已經不覺得自己在付出時，
也許妳覺得，妳己開始習慣，有他陪伴在妳的生命中，
那才是真的愛。
有什麼不好？
習慣 ~~~~~~~~
我一直認為很多事情開始要一個人獨自去做時
就失去它的意義：
當~~~~~~~~~
習慣了兩個人一起吃飯
習慣了兩個人一起看書
習慣了兩個人一起工作
習慣了兩個人一起散步
習慣了兩個人一起回家
習慣了兩個人一起聊天
習慣了兩個人一起商量事情
習慣了兩個人一起發呆
習慣了兩個人一起喝咖啡
習慣了兩個人一起..........
開始一個人
很多快樂都不再了...
請珍惜你好身邊所有
把握任何一個美麗的機會
失去了就不再了...
> > 現在請妳回想一下
你習慣的那個人，是不是讓妳感覺很熟悉，就像家人一樣？
這種感覺，不是那麼容易就可以擁有的，應該好好的珍惜。
也許有天你失去了，才會明白這個人，在你的心理是佔了很大的位置。
好緣份是很神奇的東西，它只送給用心去經營的人。
所以好好的對待你已經習慣的那個人吧!

生活

2008-05-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

在我的生活里，除了吃和睡，大部份的时间都给了工作。日子好苦，生活很闷。苦是因为每一天都是早出晚归，坐在办公桌前，一堆山的工作。闷是因为每一天都是过一样的生活。我发觉很多上班人士面上都笑不出来，取而代之的是愁眉苦面。看着时间一天天的过去，我也渐渐的成为了这种人。我开始受环境的支配，影响，慢慢的面上不再挂着笑容。刚开始是没时间，久而久之我的笑容不再像以前的我。我的笑容开始充满假意，不是真诚，充满匆促，不是认真。

我好讨厌现在的我。我发觉最近的我虽然面带笑容，但是心里一点都不快乐。每一天都得带着假面具。岁月不止休的流逝，我不断的在泪水与虚假中成长。人为何得那么虚假。那些是是非非总是不断的发生。我的思绪总是越加繁乱。我总是分不辩。

我累了。我真的累了。我好想撇开一切。我想找回从前的我。我不想在成为迷途的羔羊。我想停下来脚步，歇息一会儿。

"The Law of the Garbage Truck"

2008-05-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

"Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it. And if you let them, they'll dump it on you. When someone wants to dump on you, don't take it personally. You just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. You'll be happy you did." I started thinking, how often do I let Garbage Trucks run right over me? And how often do I take their garbage and spread it to other people: at work, at home, on the streets? It was that day I said, "I'm not going to do it anymore." Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. Love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe that everything happens for a reason. Never let the garbage truck run over you….Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is a beauty, admire it.

How often do you let other people's nonsense change your mood?
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Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is life, fight for it!

Boring Life

2008-05-10T10:32:00.000+08:00

In my recently life, i found that except work, also work, work, work.....
No others activities...I always think izit my life will end up with work only?Even though in weekends, i also need to work non-stop...Pls help me....Why the work just like NON-STOP to me....I feel very TIRED and BORING and HATE and TENSION...Those feeling come out together...pls i need to breath fresh air...i need a break...PLS PLS....
CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE....

(Now i alone at office...CRY*CRY*)

Growing Up

2008-04-10T19:59:00.000+08:00

从前有个男子对我很好，但是我却不怎么的察觉。当我回想起的时候，就像当幸福随手可得的时候，你就会觉得它像路旁树上的一粒成熟的果子，你会怀疑它即使熟透，也是酸的。
当我无意寻求，也不期待爱情的时候，爱情往往就很自然的出现了。但我还是懵懂，追求不可实现的梦想。我并不知道这是后悔还是遗憾。毕竟他曾经真正关心过我的人，也许这一生就只有他会真正的用心在我身上。

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？

2008-03-19T07:25:00.001+08:00

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。　也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。.不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。.他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友...

CVG Gengs

2008-03-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

Pearly ~ Siao Po in CVG...have same laughing voice like me...Big Eyes....know a bit of mandarin, very very like wang lee hom and wu zhun cz both got same criteria ~ Leng Chai...kkekeke....sometimes like aunty....cz she knw hw to get cheaper for things....1 IMPORTANT things...she very like to eat...

Celine~ This 1 look thinny like skeleton, but sometimes very serious, when she siao..opps she will thinking something pelik pelik.....very funny....when she tension, better dun nearby her cz scare later will kena kena teruk. She like to jump here jump there and most famous with workerholic...stay in office till very late....She also gt 1 hobby like to tarik ppl's bra....and sentuh ppl's punggung and also like to scare frm behind...hehe

Wai Theng ~ We like to call her wtf , aunty wai theng, daisy fong, cicak fong.....among many nickname, aunty Fong is the famous 1... kekke cz her criteria look like aunty...SHOPPING is her favourite. Sometime she very funny, sometimes she is siao, sometimes she is caring and sometimes....many different of her...hhahaa...She nw practicing to become good housewife...so her attitude closer to aunty stage...kekekke(devil laugh)

Su Hooi~This gal come in the CVG same day with me. 1st c her, she was lone ranger cz go anywhere also alone. She is pegang teguh with her "Su Hooi Prinsip".Once she say No, that mean nobody can stop her...She gt her own way, dislike ppl to control her. Gt 1 thing she look like "aunty"~she seldom eat fried food cz she say is "PANAS". hahaha....She awalys wearing her jacket even though is HOT weather..oh no...i really scare she will pengsan.She dislike take photo and she seldom wear skirt.I had plan to hadiah her skirt..kekkeke

Alister~Cool ...1st impression....Very cool...kekeke..This gal,actually her heart like "Tofu", once touch will broke...hahaha. She give me many lesson, feel free or got any problem can find her to chatting. Is a sporty gal. I always play futsal, basketball with her. Good in stamina..Like to eat...when u c her eat, u will follow to eat so..

Bee Bee ~ Just like my big sister...Is nice to meet her. She is among us got very "EVIL' body..hhhehe..."36, 25. 36"...opps but she is married...so sweet with her husband. She also influent me...by giving many theory of BEE...Now her siaoness will become more serious.

1st time in CVG

2008-03-11T19:49:00.000+08:00

Working in CVG is my 1st job. Actually, i was accidentally enter this company. This job was introduce by my best friend ~ Chiu Ling.
I still remember, when i 1st enter this company. My heart was so nervous. Cause i dunno any one and i dunno who i wan to talk to.
I just be closed with Chiu Ling and her friends onli. Every day, i feel so boring and tension. I cant laugh as i am. I need to keep quite and be like other character.
The condition become worse when Chiu Ling is leaving. I imagine my life will become grey and lonely. I got no one to depend, no one to help me solve, no one talk to me......
I more tension when i doing the wrong things.
I found someone which the condition also same like me ~ Su Hooi or like to call her Sim Sim.
Her condition more worst than me. So we become good friends. Always eat together, talk together and settle the problem together even though i not handle her clients or same. Then i found that she asame like my best friend who also has the same charaterlistic. HAhahhaa...
This was my 1st feeling in CVG.

18 Non-monetary Things Can Be Happy

2008-03-11T19:46:00.000+08:00

1. Be with loved ones.
Research shows that happy people spend very little time alone. Instead, they surround themselves with friends and family, and find joy in sharing their lives with others.

2. Marry someone you love and respect.
Advice from Socrates: “By all means marry: if you get a good wife, you’ll become happy; if you get a bad one, you’ll become a philosopher”.

3. Smile a lot.
Acting the part often leads to feeling the part. Besides, it’ll make you look a lot better, and might even make someone else happy.

4. Laugh a lot.
Not only is it good for your heart, but also for you and the people near you.

5. Be honest — except for a few white lies.
Honesty is the best policy, and saves a lot of heartache down the road. Of course, the road to honesty is to become a person of exceptional integrity, which while difficult, is possible. But remember to tell your next-door neighbor that she looks like she lost some weight…

6. Spend less than you earn, and plan for your retirement.
No matter how little you’re earning, and how badly you want to buy those expensive shoes (apply whatever seems to pull you the most) don’t splurge on them if your bank manager isn’t too pleased with you.

7. Give as much as you can.
Children in orphanages often write to Santa: “I don’t really want anything, but my sister needs a coat because it’s so cold”. Give to those with less than you, both in terms of time and money. Few other actions are as rewarding.

8. Lead a sensual life.
Surround yourself with pleasant smells: nice perfume, beautiful flowers, baking cookies. Keep a nice painting or photo on your wall. Buy flowers. Eat spicy food.

9. Get rid of clutter.
Clean your wardrobe, your desk, your kitchen. Don’t let things that don’t help pile up.

10. Donate things that you don’t use.
Whether they’re books that you don’t read, clothes that you don’t wear, or gifts that you’ll never use: give them to someone who’ll appreciate them.

11. Be healthy.
Eat healthy, avoid junk food and excess alcohol, exercise regularly,
and make sure you go for your yearly check-ups.

12. Remember that you’re healthy.
An interesting study shows that happiness is not directly correlated
to being healthy. Many healthy people take their health for granted. Whereas some sickly people appreciate the few healthy days that they enjoy.
Hypochondriacs are the most miserable.

13. Be grateful.
Gratitude is essential to happiness.
Psychiatrists have found that talking and writing about what they’re grateful for amplifies adults’ happiness. Learning to savor the small
pleasures has the same effect.

14. Spend some time reflecting on life.
Meditate, keep a journal, or do both.
They will give you perspective and structure to your life.

15. Set your own standards.
Forget the Jones. Establish goals for yourself, based on what you think are reasonable. You’ll be happier when you achieve those, than what the Jones’ have.

16. Find activities that you love.
Try to spend most of your time doing work or activities which make time flow faster. The happiest people are usually busy with things that they love to do, whether it’s cooking, starting a new business, or being with a child.

17. Construct routines, but remember that surprises often lead to greater
happiness.
Life is too full of uncertainties to be controlled. Yet those experiences which we don’t plan for, often lead to greater growth and fulfillment.

18. Stretch yourself mentally.
Learning leads to a satisfaction much greater than any impulse purchase.
And finally, for ways to achieve happiness, share this with others.

爱情解码

2008-02-28T07:27:00.000+08:00

这张爱情解码是在1000年前, 一对非常温爱的情侣所留下的幸运恋爱数字：
--〉5230==我爱上你
--〉1372==一厢情愿
--〉5380==我想抱你
--〉7320==今生爱你
--〉1573==一往情深
--〉8070==抱你亲你
--〉1314==一生一世
--〉1240==最爱是你
--〉3456== 相思无用
--〉5360==我想念你
--〉2014==爱你一世
--〉521==我愿意
--〉240==爱死你
--〉537==我生气
--〉360==想念你
--〉520==我爱你
--〉380==想抱你
--〉370==想亲你
--〉73749420==今生今世就是爱你

2008-02-27T07:29:00.001+08:00

拖鞋理論

吳淡如說：「年輕的時候真的因為買錯東西，交過很多學費但是到了現在，我已經能夠認識自己、了解自己知道什麼東西適合自己，所以在下決定的時候就會很清楚、很確定」吳淡如說：我真的覺得，女人尋找適合的男人就像是尋找一雙適合的鞋子在年輕的時候，女人買的往往是最華麗最能墊高自己高度的鞋子或許是高跟鞋、或許是恨天高即使難穿也沒關係因為妳覺得妳自己可以忍耐但是，如果有一天妳忍耐到拇指外翻、腳起水泡妳才會發現，鞋子最重要的功能其實是要陪妳走路而已而走路是要往前走的，不是要站在原地的婚姻就像找鞋標準一直在變所以，這時候妳就會去找一雙很舒適的會保護妳的腳的、會陪著妳一起向前走的鞋而不是去增加你的高度，因為妳就是這個樣子吳淡如說：「但是這其中也有一個前提就是妳也不能找太醜的鞋因為如果太醜妳就不會喜歡它」婚姻其實就像每個人在找鞋而已我發現自己從很年輕的時候到現在找鞋的人格一直慢慢地在改變因為你已經慢慢接受自己原本的高度不需要靠鞋子來墊高自己了不過，雖然這個道理聽起來很簡單似乎人人都可以領會但是，吳淡如也坦承要充分參悟其中的道理，其實不是那麼容易吳淡如以自己為例，和男朋友Simon鄧其實在民國八十二年就認識，原先只是朋友直到最近這一、兩年兩個人才有比較深入的來往那種感覺就像古代的文藝小說中所說的『過盡千帆皆不是』你（妳）會突然發現好女人（男人）還是在你（妳）的身邊他（她）也許不是最漂亮的鞋，而是一雙很舒服、能走長久的鞋∼吳淡如說：「我男朋友對我的所有態度永遠是：『我可以為妳做什麼？』我後來才覺得原來這才是人間最稀罕的一種品質」我真的是後來才發現像這種從台北載妳到高雄都叫做『順路』的人而且他自己有他自己的工作原則、價值觀、人生觀他不會嫉妒妳的成就，也不會嫉妒妳賺的錢願意對妳的一切樂觀其成對任何妳想做的各種實驗，永遠都不加置諱因為那不關他的事，這是妳自己的選擇老實跟你說，這樣的人還真少正如吳淡如在最近一篇文章中所說的：「沒有一種幸福的背後不站著一個曾經咬緊牙根的堅定靈魂」吳淡如如今對生活和人生的了悟其實也經過一番寒風徹骨從來沒有在人前掉過一滴眼淚的吳淡如在看到弟弟的字跡那一剎那，還是當場哭了起來弟弟的離開對我的人生，其實影響很大即使是我後來跑去奧修社區在做一些meditation（冥想）的時候，都還是會放聲大哭表示你的那種悲傷的能量還是在漸漸釋放之中弟弟的離開，第一當然是讓我體會到人生無常第二是讓我了解，人生的快樂和不快樂真的是掌握在自己手中跟你原先擁有的資質完全無關我開始看見人有無限可能，我不是只能做這些事情」「就是我一定要把人生過得加倍精采該玩的一定替你去玩；該看的花該看的動物，都幫你去看；該償還的，我也幫你償還耳邊響起的也正是吳淡如的那句話：『過盡千帆皆不是』你（妳）會突然發現好女人（男人）還是在你（妳）的身邊他（她）也許不是最漂亮的鞋，而是一雙很舒服、能走長久的鞋∼祝福大家都能找到一雙適合自己 . 很舒服.能走長久的鞋 . 若是鞋子已經穿在腳上.可能不太舒服 .也不太好走 ... 我的想法是...不妨多忍讓一下 .多協調一下 .試著走一段時間 .... 經過磨合. 調整.... 穿起來自然會舒服些.. 如果... 不能舒服些 ...嘿嘿 ....要踢掉 .要換鞋 . 要光腳 ...由你決定囉!

Love

2008-02-24T09:00:00.000+08:00

Love is kind and patient, never jealous, boastful, proud, or rude.â€¨
Love isn't selfish, or quick tempered.It doesn't keep a record, of wrongs that other do. â€¨
Love rejoices in the truth,â€¨ but not in evil.â€¨
Love is always supportive, loyal, hopeful, and trusting.
Love never fails!